很晚了，可是我还很想把我的感想写出来~ 今年，我带着和以前不一样的心情，去迎接我的生日，而且是21岁生日~ 我失去了一个人，我找回很多东西~ 21岁，哭了，感觉自己经历了很多东西，谢谢他~ 哭了，因为什么呢？还眷恋吗？感动吗？领悟吗？想通吗？我想，是感动~ thank you all... this year is very different for me... (<-- this small paragraph wrote on 17/12/2009)
(wrote on 19/12/2009)
how to celebrate?
let's start from 11/12/2009(friday)~
~ go sing k with whole family leh... my parents 1st time go sing k, haha.. funny~ and happy~ i remember last time family celebrate bday with me is when im still in primary school oo~ haha~ think back will laugh de~ that day really touched when they all sang bday song~ thx, love u all~ i should always remember this moment~ a cake, a bday song~ (hehe, we curi curi dabao the cake go home, and kampai~ )xD
on 17/12/2009(thursday)~
~ at office, my manager scared me and ask me to go out to have a discussion. i din notice they are actually preparing to celebrate my bday~ haha, suprise... although i know that every staff will have a celebration but at that time i really dunno and not realize that becoz i just end my call~ haha... thx all my colleagues...i get a cake, a bday song... i want the photos, fast fast give me o~ =p
~ at(after) BOM(business opportunity melilea), i oso being cheated, haha~ i get a small cake, a bday song...hehe... and the photo were posted very fast by our business partners, thx all of my melilea business partners... wat really touched are:
1st, is stella~ i din thought that she will talk this much in the meeting... im so happy and excited when she shared and wat she shared~ this is a very good present from her already~ we all gambateh 2gether~ ^^
2nd, is i know that there are still many ppl care abt me~ haha~ i oso should love myself~
~ at black & white cafe (pandan indah), my ymm(young malaysian movements) frens were waiting for me...haha.. good ... a cake too, a bday song too~ but this cake is specially for my face de...haha~ i forgot who push me to kiss the cake already...haha~ but at that moment really wanna cry.. but not crying out la~ hehe~ never try it before~ =p and wishes~ ^^ thx all my ymm frens~
now is the exact date 18/12/2009(friday)~
~ guest: mix =p ...1st, go sing k.. thx chui theng for accompany me~ ^^ again, a cake(specially made de o, taste good), a song~ today i late already~ late 1 hour then reach so sing less only~ some songs make me thinking of something, haha~ happy bday~ =p thx frens that sing k with me and celebrate with me o.^^ and someone drunk last nite and until friday oso say many things~ hey, dun luan luan say things ya, haha~
~ guest: mix =p ...2nd, watch movie: avatar...very nice movie~ 3 hrs~watch 2012 oso not so exciting a...=p thx for ppl watch movie with me oo... haha, on my bday watched a nice movie... good a! ^^
~ 3rd, rush back to ampang, now is college classmates..hehe, meet at one place then 3 cars go to look out point~ i never go thr before~ thx them for bring me there~ nice view and atmosphere~another cake, same bday song, hehe~ but... it rains =.= but... it finally stops~ hehe..then we go up to see the view of kl~ ^^ next round is black & white cafe again, because ~ the night is still young =p play cards thr, some drink beer thr~ and open my gift there~ thank you all accompany whole night~ hmm~ there are few restaurant at look out point, maybe next time i should try others~ ^^
so the total is 6 cakes, 6 songs~ hehe... hmm...gifts received this year.. haha~ actually i get wat i wish de~ perfume, hehe =p and i m a bit greedy~ another thing i wish to have i will go to buy it myself 2mr... a gift for myself~ not expensive, but i need it~ a watch, not a formal or business use one~ hehe~ actually i like the gitfs received, and no matter who give and who din give i oso very happy~ is not a very important in gifts, is the heart~ i can feel all of u, thank you very much~
and, after celebration, have to start to gambateh for wat i want to achieve....im full of energy~ from u all~ i know that in our life, we have hopes~ one real heart~ result real action~ will touch many people~ i believe in it~ people can see wat u r doing~ ^^ and for me, most important and basic thing, 坚持和坚强, it will support u, it will makes u go further. ^^
